FixarJocke – Version 13.06.11

Nice song, though abit sad.

Heard a song from Thailand? Here is one i just found on YouTube, it was kinda nice and calm.

Nevermind the song, here we go abit about my life and such.
These two days have bein really hard for me to stay alert and streaming and stay awake.
This new job is taken my strength and I’m doing like half of the job. It should be one-man-job
but I can’t do it with my back at this state. And today I got a a comment while i was wiping some dust
off a staircase from a rezident and it wasn’t fun hearing. “Oh nice job.. I used to do that two back in the days..”.
The way he said it was like “I’m above you and your at the lowest job you can find”.
That makes me really annoyed about what he said and I also think “Well atleast i got a income”.

Some days are better then others and this day have been both bad and good.
Ate some food in a restaurant with my girlfriend Caroline and after that we took a walk to a general store ICA.
And I got myself a icecream and Caroline a small bag of different nuts and after that I got myself a USB-hub and
a USB-fan. For those hot days while gaming (hope it doesnt make alot of noise).

Enough said for now and I try make another post when possible to tell more about whats happening.

PS:
Got nosebleeding becuse of sneezing to much. Wont stream with webcam today haha.

FixarJocke – Version 13.06.03

Some days are easier than others and the regular days goes from being “not-to-do-anything” to
being really nervous. Tomorrow is a meeting i need to get to and i never traveled there before.
I hope i find the place in time, need to check how to get there by train and buss and so on.
Might just go and check that tomorrow before i go and bring my phone with me so i can
check on a map or something so i can see where i need to go.

I hope i will suit this new job good and they think I’m good enough to give me a higher rank
as he said he would like to give me after alittle while. Just the standards and the area that I need
to learn first before I get that. It feels so weird right now so I can’t even explain it.
Wish me good luck please, I think i need it..

Streaming have been lacking of interest from the viewers and I think i have been noticed that.
I sometimes like it, but it doesn’t give me the same feeling i had before while doing it.
Do the good feelings when streaming come in waves? Or is it just one of those moments
in life I need to pass by and everything will be back to normal? I really love to stream but
I also feel that i hafto do it. Fun thing to do but you also have a pressure to keep up with
good work, maby you can compare to having a job.

This post wasn’t any good news or anything happy but sometimes you need to write all the stuff
thats on your mind. It gets easier by time and I do love my life and what I have and what i can do.

I know my blog is inactive but i will try to make a few more if i remmber asap.